Guilt

Harper rolled over from her stomach to her back on Saturday! Of course I froze and didn't get it on camera. I had major guilt afterwards, but at least Jason and I both got to witness her rolling over. She did it again today and this time I had the video camera ready! Hopefully this has taught me to be prepared for future milestones.

I was also feeling guilty about not getting a Christmas photo card out this year. I'm not sure why I was feeling guilty about this... especially when I've never sent out Christmas cards... but I was. So to get rid of the guilt, I had us take a family picture in front of the Christmas tree yesterday with the self-timer on my camera.  And then I ordered the cheapest photo cards from Shutterfly that I could.  It's definitely not the card and picture that I had envisioned  in my head, but it will have to do for this year.

The guilt doesn't really end there either.  I feel guilty about not getting things done that I want to get done.  Such as printing and organizing pictures, creating a photo book, setting up Harper's college savings plan...  The list seems to go on and on.  I thrive on being productive and lately I just don't seem too productive.  Jason says I need to change my expectations, but I just don't know how...

I'll stop with the negativity and end with some pictures of Harper :)